Making Both Ends Meet

It’s really hurting to just live life as it is. It’s even more depressing when you’re happy now but someone dear to you has no comment about your love, or “deadma” Knowing you; you have a pretty good reason for that. It maybe because of what had transpired before, the fights and all. It maybe because you just don’t dig him, you said there something in him that you just don’t like. Or “hindi talaga kayo magJive” Or you don’t want him to be with me. Or something deep that even me can’t see. I really don’t know until you say it. I’m confused right now.

Am I contented with the fact that love and friendship can’t seem to find a way to get along? No, I’m not! I really feel weak and sad right now. This afternoon Love told me to have dinner on Friday and bring Friendship along. That makes me think if I can make the two of them in a dinner table at the same time, knowing the situation. That’s why I decided to inform Friendship and asked if we could have dinner together; Me, Friendship and Love. That’s when I felt sad on the replies. I got a “Hay…” reply, an obvious reply of nothing to say or react. In our case, it’s a NO. I know it’s not your fault but I can’t help to feel sad. I wanted Friendship and Love to be okay with each other. You both have something in common. You both love Me.


Why can’t things work out?

I don’t intend something out of this expression I just wanted to say what I am feeling at the moment.

I want you both to know that I LOVE the TWO of you. And I wish for things to get along.