Muddled Emotions

Why do I always feel like this when I am starting to get too involve to someone. All the confusions, the what ifs, the baka hindi nya ako magustuhan. I know these feelings are very high school. But don’t you feel it when you are starting to fall in love.

I don’t know really what I am feeling right now. Mixed emotions. Very blurred mind-set… Hay, I hate this feeling. I’m an Aries for God’s sake. And now I feel so weak and vulnerable. Why?

I don’t know!

I just told someone that is starting to get serious with me that “etoh ako, ayan ako. Ganito ako” And he just said that “yoko sa ganito at ganyan” Just so happen that his ganyan and ganito, that he dislikes, is ME. Hay, what a gumble…

Oh, the thing we called LOVE, why do you always makes us twist and feel uncertain. Then burn us to PAIN. Before giving us the right one…

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Just want to share a text msg from my friend: “You will never know how Sweet Life is, until you have tasted the Bitterness of it!”

Let the Blog Begin

Now, this is officially the start of my blog… Pardon me for the boredom my bog has cause… I haven’t updated it since... Here goes:

I started the day with a miracle. What’s the miracle? I wake Early. Hahaha. That’s a miracle for a lazy and always late ME. I was the second person in our team in the office. I started the day with a smile as always but snob in MRT. Ayoko ngang makipagngitian sa mga PLU ngaun, ala ako sa mood.Sorry!

I did my usual routine, smoke first before signing in the building. That’s my breakfast. Have you tried sleeping during brown out? I just did. I only had 6 hrs of sleep. Damn that Meralco Post in JP Rizal! It exploded because of the rain, brown out tuloy. Minsan ka lang matulog ng maaga, brown out p!

At my desk, the first thing I did is to prepare my Timesheet and Billing. Today is my cut-off. Unfortunately, my boss was on leave. Oh My God! No one will sign my papers; I will not get paid. This is not happening. *worries*

In my panic of me not getting my paid, I kinda made a nakakaawa face in front of our Admin, for her to have pity on me… It worked! Hehehe. She will do something about it daw for me to get my money on payday *fingers crossed* Hope so! Minsan advantage maging dramatic, acting lang!

12 noon strikes and I had my lunch and my second smoke. Then back to work “kuno” Hehehe

Then, at my thirst, I went to the pantry to refill my tumbler. There I saw my cutie crush entering the office. God! I swear, I saw him staring at me and me looking / smiling at him. It seems he like it… Hay, don’t assume… But he is really cute and kinda Chinese looking. He looks smart pa with his reading glasses on. And from a distance, naamoy ko sya. Ambango nya. Shit, kaadikan na ito, pigilan nyo ko!

I would gladly accept him as a Present for my Birthday. Hihihi *kilig*

Nga pala, announcement, my birthday is fast approaching so gift ko mga friends. Hehehe. Ang kapal lang ng mukha ko no.. Hehehe

It's Been So Long....

It has been a month before I could follow my last post... Been very busy lately... Sorry...

Well, enough of that sorrow and painful post... I have already moved on... I'll post my past happenings and events starting from moving on to now...

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